Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: a, amusing, australia, Bala, boredom, comic, crap, Cricket, cute, Film, funny, give, hot, Jehan, John, legs, man, Rat, Rath, Ratnayaka, ratnayake, sri lanka, Stand-Up, super, Uncle
The funniest Sri Lankan on Youtube at least..LOL. Everheard of Super Uncle?
Yesterday night in my boredom induced youtube video binge, i came across Jehan Ratnayake now a.k.a JOHN BALA.
He’s Funny, Cute, Witty and to top it all off he was Sri Lankan!! And after almost going through his entire (and i DO MEAN ENTIRE!) channel, and blog, and facebook (yes, i have stalker issues), I have gotto say that knowing he exists makes me proud I’m Sri Lankan!! So GO! WATCH!! and Vote, its for his bloody cousin’s wife’s nephews son lol.
To view more of his hilarious videos, check out his channel, and for his extremely amusing collaboration/discussions of current events and topics relating to girls, relationships and the bucket of uselessness (LOL ), check out his blog at http://gjexperiment.wordpress.com/ You won’t be dissapointed!
Filed under: Aww, Blacklight, Music, Poetry, Something Shiny | Tags: blacky, day, fire, firework, gay, god, hd, jude gayantha perera, katy perry, love, made, my, official, positive, sri lanka, video, within
I cried a little watching this video. Everyone needs to be reminded like this, that within them, there is everything they hoped and ever dreamed for; its just waiting for you to wake up, recognize it and let it blow out like one magnificent, never ending firework, sparkling everywhere and anywhere.
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go, oh
You’re gonna leave ‘em falling down
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It’s always been inside of you, you, you
And now it’s time to let it through
‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Thank you Katy Perry, you have made my day…
Filed under: Gay Stuff, Opinions, Thoughts, Thunk'd | Tags: 2005, boys, brothers, gay, incest, isolde, jude gayantha, love, movie, perera, sexual exploration, sri lanka, starcrossed, suicide, tristan, watch
I love him, he is my brother.
In my case, I say “I love her, she is my sister..”
But what do you do when it takes a literal meaning…
Meaning, you don’t just ‘love’ your brother like a ‘brother’, you love him.
You. love. him.
How confusing can the world get for you when suddenly, you’re attracted to the person who knows you like no one else? Can life get more complicated? Can love get more confusing? Yes, it can – When they reciprocate….
I was carelessly checking the regular blogs as I usually do on Mondays and I came across (by chance) the beautiful yet sad tale of “Starcrossed” a feature film barely 15 minutes long, but probably one of those stories I’ll never really forget. The movie is about these two brothers who… share a bond, that is definitely something more than (as its own description put it) filial. And its not hard to understand from the brillant acting… they’re in love.
So, this movie took less than 10 minutes to make my heart melt, but it’ll probably take me atleast the week to getover their suicide. Handcuffed to the lowest rail of a swimming pool ladder, their last breaths escaping their lungs as they kissed, for the last time…
Love has always been just love for me. Being gay makes you think of the possibilities more openly I guess, so I wasn’t that weirded out that I was watching two supposedly biological brothers being rather intimate; kissing, cuddling, hugging ect… For me, they were just two men, in love. But I did have a moment where I just mentally went ‘wait, shouldn’t I be thinking this is wrong!?’ But how could I… Who am I to think I can judge/understand or cast my opinion on what they have? Or anyone else for that matter…And besides, whatever I saw in that movie, the emotion, the attachment, the two brothers showed was just amazing, just utterly amazing… Makes me wish I could find love like that..I mean, really.truly.in.love.with.each.other. That doesn’t happen everyday… And I feel lucky to catch a glimpse of it.
And clichéd’ly enough, as all star-crossed lovers their love led to a tragic demise for the both of them…. A tragic demise, partially because the world wasn’t really that understanding that love knows no understanding, logic or boundary. So here’s most of it…Enjoy!
Filed under: Gay Stuff, Opinions, Rant | Tags: 2, 3, 4, emo, gay, gayantha, i love you, immature, insane, jude, love, misunderstood, perera, plain white t's - 1, Rant, soulmates, sri lanka, the one
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
Plain White T’s – 1,2,3,4
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You just know when he or she’s the one, the one that deserves to hear those three words that mean the most to you. It’s not the timing whether its the first second or twelve years later, its not what he or she looked like, where you met him or her… it’s just something inside of you that is just so sure, you guys are just meant to be, from that very first moment you knew to the oncoming decades..
He/She, is the one..the…one…you…love……………….
And now, all you need to do is say those three words, to tell them how you feel…………….So say it! SAY!IT! But you can’t/won’t. The reasons you justify are endless..and then, where do two people who are together go from there?? Why are we so bloody mental? Either we say those three precious words to someone who doesn’t really understand the gravity of that admission, or someone who takes it for granted, or it is to someone who’d use it against you to get what they want….. Life, and this world has lost the meaning of love….. and everything around me is just great big HUGE examples of it all….So taking all those things into consideration, am I to give up looking for that one true person that deserves to hear those three words from me? Someone who’d say them back to me, either at that time or hopefully a little later? I mean is that too much to ask for??
No, God and the Universe.. I want the love of my life, either this very second or in another decade or two… I will wait, I will wait to find someone worth hearing those words from me, someone who’d Give me more loving than I’ve ever had,
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad, Make me feel good when I hurt so bad Barely getting mad, Give me more loving from the very start, Piece me back together when I fall apart and Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends…………. All because they love me, with no reasons attached.
Yes, its a melodramatic moment. I have so many friends who have supposedly found love, or atleast what they think is love, even what they think is their soulmate, or lover. But some of them or their significant others are mortified of saying such a simple phrase, or even hinting at an inclination of such things! And then there are those who are saying it to the wrong people, I’m just sick of it, sick of all these people ruining Love for people like me, people like me still waiting for someone.. when they have it all, why do they not realize how important and precious it is…
And this Rant is brought to you by The Plain White T’s – 1,2,3,4, a song thats currently on repeat, making me wish I was with someone somewhere grassy, in the shade.. probably under a large tree, like the mango tree in my grandmother’s garden, it had a swing there too….*sigh*
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1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you
Filed under: Gay Stuff, Music, Poetry, Something Shiny, Uncategorized | Tags: acoustic, bondoc, by your side, cover, gabe, gay, gayantha, intimate, jude, passionate, perera, Sade, sri lanka, story, stripped, Thoughts
You think I’d leave your side baby?
You know me better than that…If only you could see into me…
They embraced, and as their criss-crossed hands gradually shifted to their lower backs… The taller one smiled, looking right into the others deep chocolate brown eyes, a brown you needed to be this close to appreciate, a twinkle in the right eye you noticed only this close, a slightly larger black border on the right you’d never knew existed unless you were this close. So close, your nose touched, lips brushed and…….Vanilla and milk, he tasted like vanilla milk…..with eyes that almost glowed although they were a deep brown, he tasted of vanilla milk; rich, luxurious velvety and warm vanilla milk.
Oh when your cold
I’ll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I’l be there by your side baby…
Warmth, he was a warmth this cold world couldn’t ever provide.. a warmth he missed when they were apart for longer than a minute.. a warmth only he could provide, a warmth he could never live without…. He twirled his soft curling black hair with one hand as the other just held him closer, so close as if it would be the last time they would ever be able to do that…and yet again, those eyes, those features, those luscious lips…
If only you could see into me….
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*sigh/die x 10000000000000000!*
I’m just recovering from the mesmerizing stripped and intimate version of By Your Side by “Gabe Bondoc“ *blush* I can’t think straight everytime he whispers softly into my ear, tantalizing every sensual node in my body! Lol, evertime that guitar hits a note, it creates like this scene in my mind.. Just had to get it out of my head… Atleast I Tried….
Filed under: Thoughts, Thunk'd | Tags: crazy, dance, disenfranchised youth, drugs, ecstacy, gayantha, generation, high, jude, lsd, man, marcus brigstock, pac, party, perera, rave, sri lanka, techno
If violent video games affected children then everyone who played Pac-man would just walk around in the dark, eating pills & listening to repetitive music.
(~ Marcus Brigstock)
Filed under: Dudes, Gay Stuff, Rights, Something Shiny | Tags: gay, gayantha, jim verraros, jude, marraige, perera, sri lanka, wedding
*sniff* MY JIM!!
I’ve been quite a big fan of Jim Verraros from the first instant i’ve heard of him! He even seemed a really sweet guy although he came in that unbelievable american pie wanna-be gay movie! (Eating Out). I even found his music very nice… Now that he’s gone and gotten married to a sweetheart of a man! *SCOFF* I hate this bill dude…
LOL… wow… i can soo do psycho fan to compete with Adi… *ponders*…
Just so you know, I dont’ have a huge man crush on him.. for god sakes, he looks like that kid from meet the robinsons, Wilbur Robinson! However, his Music is pretty good, I was quite surprised he was kicked off 9th from American Idol Season 1… He wasn’t even out then! But then again, it was kelly clarkson’s year right?
So yea… Jim Verraros married his Boyfriend (who he met off Myspace? *thinks thats ………..what am i judging him for, i would to!*) this week… and the their stories of how they met are just too adorable, and soo was there wedding!
Here’s a link to some select images from their wedding off celeb goss site Just Jared, and if you would like to know more about these two lovebirds, how they met and how exactly they orgainzed their wedding… check out their site: *sigh* now i want to get married like that!!
Filed under: Thoughts, Thunk'd | Tags: all grown up now, allgrownupnow, deviantart.com, gayantha, Irishblue, jude, kottu.org, perera, photograph, sri lanka
All Grown Up
people give you money, but you have to work a month for it.
you play with kids, but they insist on calling you uncle.
your running in the rain, but you run for cover.
your offerred sweets, and you say no.
you watch cartoons and wonder why they never seem to grow older, or change their clothes.
you want a nap, from here till next year.
Yup, I’m all grown up now….
Filed under: Blacklight, Thoughts, Thunk'd | Tags: blackexists, brother in law, chops, craving, gayantha, jude, kottu.org, love, mort, perera, pork, sister, sri lanka
When i talk of pork… I’m reminded of Mort from the Cartoon Madagascar; Namely, that scene in the crashed airplane he explains to everyone gathered how much he loves the giant pansies… and thats exactly how i feel about Pork: YOU HATE IT COMPARED TO HOW MUCH I LOVE IT!!!
I *heart* PORK!
I think it has a lot to do with the fact that bacon comes from the pig, he who also produces pork; two products and an animal i was not allowed to eat till i was into my late teens due to the fact my dad used to be one of those talisman wearing charm having buddhists. When i speak of it, it makes my blood boil that i was kept away from it.
Anyway, over the past 4-5 years… I’ve totally covered the lack of it in my diet by eating volumes of it… you’ll be horrified to comprehend… *nods*… tis true… ASK BLACKY!!!But this post is not about that, its to celebrate the end of my pork dryspell!!!
you see…I haven’t had the cash or the opportunity to indulge my craving till this past WEEK!! My brother-in-law had a little birthday celebration/house warming and his BBQ was packed with pork chops!! And somehow after all that packing i did that night… apparently a horde of it was still leftover and my sister and BIL came and dropped off a HUGE pile of it at our place on sunday afternoon!
Needless to say, i ate pork till it was ready to come out of my ears.. and you know the best part… there’s still more left!!!! I’m planning on taking about a kilo for blacky and my spend the day spreee tomorrow…. *evil grin*… ITS ALL OURS!!! YAY!!!
psst – that pick is of one of the time we roasted the pork.. the frying pan was the closest.. so we started packing it.. hehe..*salivates at the sight of it* I can’t wait to get home to get my teeth on one of those pieces….
Filed under: Dudes, Gay Stuff, Music, Pervy, Something Shiny | Tags: after elton, armstrong, ask the flying monkey, bi, billy, boy, gay, gayantha, green day, joel, jude, kiss, kottu.org, perera, sri lanka
I Kiss Boys Man!
OMG!!! Billy Joel Armstrong’s BI!!! And apparently, he has this bad habit (or, actually good..) of kissing guys on the lips for good luck? *gets starstruck, sighs…and dies* I’ve always thought he was cute… and a little neurotically attractive.. (yes, i have issues…) those lucky bastards, those fans he kissed!!
To Quote queer facination community AfterElton.com blog – Ask the Flying Monkey‘s most recent Post:
Speaking of musicians kissing guys in public, lead singer Billie Joe Armstrong used to have a habit of kissing male fans on the lips for good luck. Earlier this year at a Seattle concert, a crazed male fan even came up on stage to share an extended kiss. When he left the stage, the fan asked the audience, “Who wants to f*** this guy?!” and he got a pretty enthusiastic response.
Does that count?
There’s also Armstrong’s 1995 admission that he’s bisexual – it’s not clear if he’s ever “acted” on it – and his 1994 song “Coming Clean,” about his coming to terms with his orientation.
PS – here’s an extra treat – Green Day performing “King For A Day” – A tribute to Boys In Drag LIVE!!
