Filed under: Thoughts, Thunk'd | Tags: alicia, ally, ally-vanity, black, blacky, chain, doodlemuch.blogspot.com, exists, gayantha, is, jayatilleke, jude, kottu.org, love, maneka, naomi, perera, POST, tagged, That Girl, vanity
I was tagged by Blacky a few days ago on this viral post on love… *sigh* here’s what I got thinking of…
love is…that he knew me, loved me and died for me even before i was born.I think i’m yet to fully understand that one…
love is…wanting to get rid of everything you gave me, except the memories; I just can’t erase them, BELIEVE ME….I TRIED…
love is…my mother, for putting aside her religious beliefs, the norms of society and her reputation to openly accept her gay son…it’s not a 100%, but meeting in the middle is great, for now…hehe
love is…my sister, for believing for too long in the perfect family, even when we gave up…
love is…paying the bill after dinner.
love is…when you take the last tic tac without explanations even if they begged for it; You would too if you had forgotten to brush your teeth that morning..
love is…the anonymous gesture that goes beyond an act of kindness.
love is…tolerating me when i’m cranky.
love is…a liter of Haagan Das Vanilla Ice Cream…and the company to eat it with.
love is…craving her when you’re having a bad day…and her hugs!
love is…not making a scene everytime he ‘borrows’ something of yours, even though the chances of it coming back to you are slimmer than your parents doing the nasty.
love is…listening to sad lovesongs so that i don’t feel guilty for moving on…or wanting to replace you.
love is…saying he’s more talented, even though stretching your fart for an extra second or two is not a talent.
love is…seeing the beauty of your significant other even when they’re dressed like a glam-rock nightmare from the 80′s.
love is…the craving to protect, even at the expense of your own safety.
love is…handing over the last piece of pork-fat, even if they remain the rind of skin much to your dismay.
love is…a chest hurting sigh when you remember him.
love is…an obsessive need to keep it in and let it out at the same time!
love is…waiting for the one, even at the expense of lifelong ridicule…and near impossiblity.
love is…a forced, but believable giggle at the lamest joke you heard, EVER!
love is…waking up alone, wishing you weren’t.
love is…wanting to dry-hump his perfectly round ass in public when you catch someone else looking at it.
love is…tolerating a test series when you could be ideally watching Gilmore Girls.
love is…doing his bloody homework even though the thought of writing a business report makes you want to claw your eyes.
love is…screaming with an inside voice when he’s come to take you out to dinner dressed in the the shortest shorts you’ve ever seen on a grown man, in luminous green.
love is…best understood when your the one in it.
love is…letting her have the remote.
love is…thinking of her when your at a shop and you see something purple and shiny.
love is…choosing to ignore the most hurtful things, and smile.
love is…a fairytale, that many choose not to make their own.
love is…stalking.
love is…my slippers.
love is…wanting to change the world, one person at a time.
love is…joshy, i can’t wait to give him his first cavity, spoil him rotten and tell him about what a pain in the ass his mom was! Payback’s a bitch ain’t it… hehe
love is…flushing his poo, no questions asked.
love is…knowing your loved.
love is…smiling on the outside, while dying on the inside because he’ll never be yours.
love is…very complicated.
love is…saying ‘owie’ and smiling when you were screaming WHAT THE FUCK BEYOTCH! inside your head.
love is…wanting to say aww and take pictures even though he just puked white goo on you…
love is…when you lie and tell her she doesn’t have cancer
love is…having you on speed dial even though you havent used that number since 2001
love is…being misused by immature tween brats. HONESTLY! Somebody Kill them…
love is…the pocket money you didn’t have to ask for.
love is…cutting class to walk on the beach till you were 12 shades darker, with him.
love is…missing you
love is…telling them they’re awsome dancers, even though monkeys seem more civilized when they hear that hip hop beat.
love is…pulling her pants up before the rest of the world knows she’s worn the most contrasting panties EVER!
love is…saving them a seat, at the expense of bitchy old women’s gossip.
love is…the drunk call.
love is…breaking your heart a little each time you try to justify that nobody’s perfect.
love is…your wingman desperately seeking a date for you.
love is…wanting to stay indoors because you don’t want to share him with anyone else.
love is…like a dagger in your hand; you can do the damage yourself.
love is…a heart attack that killed you when you heard she died.
love is…rainbow sprinkles on vanilla cupcakes with extra frosting.
love is…malevolent.
love is…is knowing when to say goodbye, but being too afraid to do it.
love is…marraige, whether you had the wedding or not.
love is…not killing yourself, but wishing you could.
love is…my first teddy bear, which that fucking bitch lost.
love is…a husband, three kids and a rescued stray dog.
love is…kevin and scotty.
love is…a platinum ring with a 23carat diamond.
love is…bed in breakfast.
love is…wanting to kill her for looking at him that way.
love is…not giving up.
love is…when fifi ignores the calls for food and chooses to sleep next to me.
love is…dinner being already made by the time we get home.
love is…dreaming with your eyes open.
love is…when the little things that don’t matter become quite the opposite.
love is…the greatest thing you’ll ever learn…and to love, and be loved in return.
love is…a musical, hopefully with a happy ending
love is…more saner and solid than crazy/beautiful paints it to be.
love is…watching him asleep.
love is…like floating in a cool pool of water, or the pool of water.
love is…a journey, and i’m taking a break from my destination.
And now that i’m done, I’m also supposed to tag a few bloggers… Hmm, how about i tag, ThatGirl, Ally-Vanity and Maneka since Blacky tagged me already, and I doubt the Utopian would want to do it… but lets give him the chance should’nt we!! lol
Dont forget to trackback ladies!!! And Gentleman…hehe
Filed under: Music, Something Shiny | Tags: album, bobby, cd, download, full, gayantha, jude, kottu.org, perera, rapidshare, tinsley
I’ve always had varied interests in Music, I think its mostly because i’m a moody listener… lol, sometimes i feel like My Chemical Romance’s Teenagers and then in a flip-instant I will probably crave the need to listen something like this:
If you can come down to reality from that, his name (if the title on the video didn’t do the trick?) is Bobby Tinsley, and this Song, His Voice… EVERYTHING! Just Perfect!! lol. I’ve always liked smooth vocals, a guitar and a nice soul vibe, it was even a huge plus he had a few songs on his faith in the album I ‘rapidly”
This song has put me in a good mood all you lucky people, I found a rapidshare link for his full album -
Filed under: Random, Something Shiny | Tags: deal breaker, deviantart, deviantart.com, gayantha, jude, kottu.org, perera, whiteog1
The Deal Breaker
Lol… Call me evil, but i couldn’t help laughing!
Filed under: Thoughts, Thunk'd | Tags: all grown up now, allgrownupnow, deviantart.com, gayantha, Irishblue, jude, kottu.org, perera, photograph, sri lanka
All Grown Up
people give you money, but you have to work a month for it.
you play with kids, but they insist on calling you uncle.
your running in the rain, but you run for cover.
your offerred sweets, and you say no.
you watch cartoons and wonder why they never seem to grow older, or change their clothes.
you want a nap, from here till next year.
Yup, I’m all grown up now….
Filed under: Blacklight, Thoughts, Thunk'd | Tags: blackexists, brother in law, chops, craving, gayantha, jude, kottu.org, love, mort, perera, pork, sister, sri lanka
When i talk of pork… I’m reminded of Mort from the Cartoon Madagascar; Namely, that scene in the crashed airplane he explains to everyone gathered how much he loves the giant pansies… and thats exactly how i feel about Pork: YOU HATE IT COMPARED TO HOW MUCH I LOVE IT!!!
I *heart* PORK!
I think it has a lot to do with the fact that bacon comes from the pig, he who also produces pork; two products and an animal i was not allowed to eat till i was into my late teens due to the fact my dad used to be one of those talisman wearing charm having buddhists. When i speak of it, it makes my blood boil that i was kept away from it.
Anyway, over the past 4-5 years… I’ve totally covered the lack of it in my diet by eating volumes of it… you’ll be horrified to comprehend… *nods*… tis true… ASK BLACKY!!!But this post is not about that, its to celebrate the end of my pork dryspell!!!
you see…I haven’t had the cash or the opportunity to indulge my craving till this past WEEK!! My brother-in-law had a little birthday celebration/house warming and his BBQ was packed with pork chops!! And somehow after all that packing i did that night… apparently a horde of it was still leftover and my sister and BIL came and dropped off a HUGE pile of it at our place on sunday afternoon!
Needless to say, i ate pork till it was ready to come out of my ears.. and you know the best part… there’s still more left!!!! I’m planning on taking about a kilo for blacky and my spend the day spreee tomorrow…. *evil grin*… ITS ALL OURS!!! YAY!!!
psst – that pick is of one of the time we roasted the pork.. the frying pan was the closest.. so we started packing it.. hehe..*salivates at the sight of it* I can’t wait to get home to get my teeth on one of those pieces….
Filed under: Dudes, Gay Stuff, Music, Pervy, Something Shiny | Tags: after elton, armstrong, ask the flying monkey, bi, billy, boy, gay, gayantha, green day, joel, jude, kiss, kottu.org, perera, sri lanka
I Kiss Boys Man!
OMG!!! Billy Joel Armstrong’s BI!!! And apparently, he has this bad habit (or, actually good..) of kissing guys on the lips for good luck? *gets starstruck, sighs…and dies* I’ve always thought he was cute… and a little neurotically attractive.. (yes, i have issues…) those lucky bastards, those fans he kissed!!
To Quote queer facination community AfterElton.com blog – Ask the Flying Monkey‘s most recent Post:
Speaking of musicians kissing guys in public, lead singer Billie Joe Armstrong used to have a habit of kissing male fans on the lips for good luck. Earlier this year at a Seattle concert, a crazed male fan even came up on stage to share an extended kiss. When he left the stage, the fan asked the audience, “Who wants to f*** this guy?!” and he got a pretty enthusiastic response.
Does that count?
There’s also Armstrong’s 1995 admission that he’s bisexual – it’s not clear if he’s ever “acted” on it – and his 1994 song “Coming Clean,” about his coming to terms with his orientation.
PS – here’s an extra treat – Green Day performing “King For A Day” – A tribute to Boys In Drag LIVE!!
Filed under: Music, Something Shiny | Tags: avril lavinge, chinky, funny, gay, gayantha, gf, girlfriend, jude, kottu.org, perera
THIS VIDEO….is mad! hehehe
Girlfriend….Avril’s got nothing on you!
Filed under: Poetry, Thunk'd, Uncategorized | Tags: and, angel, city, gabriel, gayantha, hollyoaks, jelousy, jude, kottu.org, lamb, lyrics, meaning, melancholy, perera, song, sri lanka, the
Stolen_Wings_by_yuumei
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel
I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
Hes been there since the very start
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
Bless the day he came to be
Angels wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
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Gabriel is a song produced by this duo called Lamb. It had such a captivating melody, and the lyrics… they were just too beautifully placed.
I had some time to kill yesterday in college and thought i’d catch up on what i’ve been missing on Hollyoaks in the City, one episode i was watching had a small clip of this song and it was too good to ignore it…
Beautiful as it may be, is it just me… or is this song one twisted story of insane Jelousy!! Anyway, that was my interpretation, and that inspired me to write a story…
hopefully the first one i will post on this blog to follow up on it…
Filed under: Dudes, Music, Something Shiny | Tags: b2k, big bang, boyband, chinky, chris brown, gayantha, hot, jude, korea, kottu.org, kpop, Music, music video, perera, pop, sri lanka, taeyang
I’ve always thought Big Bang were like wanting to be like B2K, Taeyang does a pretty good job at trying to convince me he wants to be a much more hotter version of Chris Brown – YOU SUCCEED!! *melts in the presence of Taeyangs hotness*
The video gets a swift 10/10 for its hotness;
and those chest pumping moves, and that body… instant gratification at its best!!
Filed under: Animals, Something Shiny | Tags: ball, biting, cute, deviant, deviantart, gayantha, kottu.org, perera, photo, playing, puppy, sri lanka
Isn't He Cute...
Awwwwwwww… saw him while researching for things luminous.. hehehe
Here’s where i got him from..
