Filed under: Gay Stuff, Opinions, Rant | Tags: 2, 3, 4, emo, gay, gayantha, i love you, immature, insane, jude, love, misunderstood, perera, plain white t's - 1, Rant, soulmates, sri lanka, the one
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
Plain White T’s – 1,2,3,4
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You just know when he or she’s the one, the one that deserves to hear those three words that mean the most to you. It’s not the timing whether its the first second or twelve years later, its not what he or she looked like, where you met him or her… it’s just something inside of you that is just so sure, you guys are just meant to be, from that very first moment you knew to the oncoming decades..
He/She, is the one..the…one…you…love……………….
And now, all you need to do is say those three words, to tell them how you feel…………….So say it! SAY!IT! But you can’t/won’t. The reasons you justify are endless..and then, where do two people who are together go from there?? Why are we so bloody mental? Either we say those three precious words to someone who doesn’t really understand the gravity of that admission, or someone who takes it for granted, or it is to someone who’d use it against you to get what they want….. Life, and this world has lost the meaning of love….. and everything around me is just great big HUGE examples of it all….So taking all those things into consideration, am I to give up looking for that one true person that deserves to hear those three words from me? Someone who’d say them back to me, either at that time or hopefully a little later? I mean is that too much to ask for??
No, God and the Universe.. I want the love of my life, either this very second or in another decade or two… I will wait, I will wait to find someone worth hearing those words from me, someone who’d Give me more loving than I’ve ever had,
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad, Make me feel good when I hurt so bad Barely getting mad, Give me more loving from the very start, Piece me back together when I fall apart and Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends…………. All because they love me, with no reasons attached.
Yes, its a melodramatic moment. I have so many friends who have supposedly found love, or atleast what they think is love, even what they think is their soulmate, or lover. But some of them or their significant others are mortified of saying such a simple phrase, or even hinting at an inclination of such things! And then there are those who are saying it to the wrong people, I’m just sick of it, sick of all these people ruining Love for people like me, people like me still waiting for someone.. when they have it all, why do they not realize how important and precious it is…
And this Rant is brought to you by The Plain White T’s – 1,2,3,4, a song thats currently on repeat, making me wish I was with someone somewhere grassy, in the shade.. probably under a large tree, like the mango tree in my grandmother’s garden, it had a swing there too….*sigh*
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1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you
Filed under: Gay Stuff, Thunk'd | Tags: breaking, effects, emo, gay, gayantha, harmful, impression, jude, media, perera, shopping, slut, stereotype
Stereotypes by ~YourStarr137 on deviantART
I have a ‘friend’ (and i use that term loosely) who calls me up on a regular basis out of concern (actually boredom!) for my life, so he could pester me about how much of a ‘bad homosexual’ I am. Its really no bother because it’s really not the first time I’m hearing such a term tagging my existence, but apparently; I’m ruining what generations, prominent gay activists and ‘Britney’ (*ROLLS EYES*) have fought valiantly for; careless promiscuity, endless binges of booze and blitz, the unquenchable quest for fashionable EVERYTHING.
Puh-leaz! My life has got to be something of more substance than that. Atleast I’d like to think so of myself!
It’s not like I don’t party occasionally, It’s not like I don’t indulge in some slutty behavior (occasionally), Hell, its not even like I don’t go GaGa everytime I come across a new fashion magazine (which reminds me, I haven’t found this months..OHnvm!). But are you serious, does being gay mean you become such a void of existence? A vapid conclusion people are too quick to make??
The Gay stereotype that the media is quick to amuse the rest of the hetrosexual world with has done some damage to how the rest of the world perceives us, but has it become such a strong image that even greenhorn homosexuals and lesbians believe that when your gay, you have to be ‘that’ gay? And what about Emo, just coz your Emo, do you need to slit your wrists, just because your a muslim, why does the world think your just going to destroy the whole world with terrorism!?
It’s so silly, but why is it so hard to break a stereotype.
For the sake of individuality~
I hope-and sincerely i do-that my ‘friend’ is the only one who believes that golden image hollywood, culture or anywhere else tells you to be like…
Filed under: Poetry, Thunk'd, Uncategorized | Tags: Break, emo, gayantha, haz, Heart, Imtiaz, jude, perera, poem, Poetry, Romance, sri lanka, teen
My Friend Haz (Pronounced Huhz) wrote this beautiful poem which is too good to keep to myself, made me get misty eyed by the 2nd verse…
I remember the first day you caught my eye,
Your first hello and first goodbye,
Like the wind you swept me off my feet,
And here I am now, I stand in defeat.
I couldn’t really tell what this feeling means,
If it was love or just another passing stream,
But I do know that every time I glimpse you smile,
My heart skips a beat and I feel like a child.
I wish I could explain and look you in the eye,
Tell you how I feel and ask you only why!
I pray life was fair and you would just know,
That there’s so much left inside & I don’t know how to show!
I know I’ll never be, the center of your world,
Nor will I ever try to be your oceans pearl,
It was my fault I sheltered my self under your wings,
And now I feel cold, lost, trying to rebuild.
I said you would be my next heartbreak,
I said I didn’t want to get close,
Little did I know over me,
You had such a great force!
What do I do I’m falling,
And I just want you to know,
I think I want you a bit too close now,
Because I don’t think I want to ever let go!
p.s – the picture is start crying your heart out by ~jesidangerously on deviantART
