The Tubelight Clicks


Taking Me to Peace…
February 9, 2010, 7:50 am
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It was daybreak, or twilight… the latter most probably, the air around had a certain chill.

It was like i barely closed my eyes and woke again, I hate those moments when your randomly jilted into consciousness… It takes some shuffling before I can get back to sleep.

I turned away from the light… and into him? I know I shouldn’t have been surprised, but I was. An arm fell over me and pulled me closer, he was warm and it felt cozier in the shadow he cast over me….I was finding sleep again, and just as the last brief moments i was awake were slipping, he kissed me…slow, taking me there to peace…

Funny how the brain knows what to recall when you least expect it and need it the most!

I was having the crankiest night ever yesterday/today;  I fell asleep in my mums room while talking to her and – mind you i’m a very heavy sleeper – her freaking snoring kept me awake after she fell asleep around 3am (apparently she was looking for something and ended up tidying her room till then). I couldn’t sleep anymore because I was SNORING like she had freaking dolomite rolling around in her metal nostrils…

I tried several methods of trying to go back to sleep like hiding my head under the pillow, covering her head with a pillow [note: she slept to the side, i was just cushioning the noise, not suffocating her..lol, although i did consider it at one point in about 20 minutes of shuffling]. But after those 20 minutes, I was quite awake, and I hated every second of it. I may be a heavy sleeper, but once jilted I find it really hard to go back to sleep.

So i went to work, sat at the PC for a bit, ran a scan when one SATA HD was making funny noises. While it was working, i thought i’d lounge around and get the last bits of drowsiness out -lol- i flopped onto my own bed. The sun would be up in less than an hour or two, and already it was getting lighter outside… just as i closed my eyes… I remembered this one specific moment with my Ex.. How ironic that i fell asleep straight after that reminisce…



Pac Man, You Ruined ME!

If violent video games affected children then everyone who played Pac-man would just walk around in the dark, eating pills & listening to repetitive music.

(~ Marcus Brigstock)



AWWWWW – Cute Chinky Kid sings “Jason Mraz – I’m Yours”
January 11, 2010, 3:52 am
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I discovered this about a month back and immediately showed it to blacky! hehehehe – Maybe she can get junior started already!! Especially since he looks sooooow chinky!! hehehehe



“Hillsong – Tell The World” – The Kids version is SOOO MUCH BETTER!

Listen to this, The original….

and listen now to the version they did for kids??? the super colorful, up-tempo song with actions!

WHY DIDNT WE GET THE FUN VERSION!! *SCOWLS*



I Perved on “Hillsong Kids – Get Up and Dance”

Lol – I’m having a good morning and I was craving to listen to a bunch of old songs, and this song was one of the first that popped into my head! hehe – and don’t hate me, it’s a happy song, not to mention Christian! hehe

I discoved this song from the Hillsong Kids: Jesus Is My Superhero DVD about 4/5 years ago (because a friend asked me to help out at sunday school, and since the I had good rep with the kids it would be a cinch; or so i was told! hehe – Helping out sunday school involved way more than is publicized!! I had to learn songs, their actions, fun ways to get the kids interested and SOO MUCH MORE… even Blacky had to help me!!) and I was soo caught up with it because of its high energy and amazingly fun factor… I always wondered why Churches tried to strip the fun out of all the praise and worship that songs for God should be, like this!!!!!

Anyways, this post is not about that… hehe, it’s about my confession – from the first time i saw it… I totally had a mad thing for Jon (red hoodie cutie), and how can you blame me after seeing him perform! hehehehehehe



My Zanpakuto – Bleach Anime Obsessive Fan Moment

Should look like this.. only with a whiter/silver hilt

*types rapidly like a junkie waiting for the drugs to set in!!*

Okay, this has been in the back of mind for quite some time, so far back as when i got hooked on Bleach (about two years ago). I’ve always been facinated about them!!! I think the new bleach filler – zanpakuto rebellion arc (bleach 230+)   thats begun till they work on the original script of the Aizen arc – just made me cream my pants on how awsome they ARE!!!! What am I talking about??? A Zanpakuto!!!

The short and sweet version of WTF that ‘is’ is; A zanpakuto is a kind of a psychic sword, a funky japanese sword that is unique to each person that has amazing abilities depending on its user!! (for anyone bothered enough to care for more information [someone like me!] here’s the wiki link!)

So here i am… FINALLY CREATING FOR MYSELF A ZANPAKUTOU TO CALL MY OWWWN!!! *screams/shouts/jumps/up and down/squeals like a girl* Not only that, i’ve actually come up with a Zanpakuto I’m worthy of…If you are Bleach Fan as well… GIVE YOURS A TRY AS WELL!! I DID THIS IN LESS THAN 6 hours after thinking about it for a good 2 days?

Tel me what you think…

ZANPAKUTO: KYUTENSASU (LIGHT OF HEAVEN)

Name – Kyutensasu
Literal interpretation (Romaji) – Heavenly Light of Fire
Zanpakutou type – Kidou based
Zanpakutou Abilities – Light related
Blade type – Single-edged long-sword
Sword type – Specialized Japanese katana (commonly referred to as a ‘Daitchi’)
Total sword length + weight – 77 cm + 777 g

Physical Manifestation – Sword

Kyutensasu in its fully sealed state resembles a daitchi type katana; an exceptionally lengthy Japanese sword with a slightly angular single edged blade. However, its characteristic elements are as follows:
• A perfect mirror-like clarity of steel.
• A sharp edge that is made of minute threads of metal that shines like diamond dust.
• A guard made up of two 2cm flat silver halo’s within each other.
• A surreal spectral glow about the metal of the sword.
• Its handle is composed of reflective leather with silver threadwork.
• Its sheath is composed of a mirror like polished wooden scabbard with silver detailing.
• Its sling (used over the shoulder) is composed of a braid made of grey leather and silver thread.

Physical Manifestation – Soul

The soul of Kyutensasu manifests itself in spirit form as an ethereal being; a barely discernable human silhouette within a bright blinding light that engulfs its immediate surroundings. The Zanpakutou’s presence and permeating light induces a sense of calm and security that is further enhanced by its slightly deep voice that is both comforting and cheery.
Something of note about Kyutensasu’s spiritual embodiment is that it has the unique ability to act of its own accord and manifest itself without any initiation from its wielder to interact with other beings.

Physical Manifestation – Human

Kyutensasu in its human (or severed) form manifests ‘himself’ as a singular angelic host which sets himself apart from average human with his exceptional height, handsome features and large wings composed of the same white light the sword shimmers in.

In more detail, Kyutensasu towers at a seven foot height while possessing exceptional and perfect
facial features besides his lean muscular build; His body also seems to be covered in one large tattoo that has incandescent and malleable qualities. Kyutensasu’s eyes appear blue grey color but sparkles in many different colors in the light. He also possesses a silvery mid-length mane that’s loosely tucked behind his ears with a small fraction falling over his face.

Clothing wise, Kyutensasu wears a unique chain mail vest that covers his upper body and a simple white kilt with silver-thread detailing together with a platinum armlet and belt bearing a symbol of a thick lined circle that radiates with seven equal lines. Kyutensasu also carries his sword slung over his left shoulder.

Abilities

Kyutensasu is in its sealed state is best suited for offensive combat in an open space due to its great length as it may limit movement and attacks in close combat offence or defense. Kyutensasu’s ultimate effect is achieved in the daytime or in areas with great amounts of light, however its light is most impressive in the night or dark areas.

Shikai

Initiator – Kagaya Kiwataru, Kyutensasu (shine, light-of-heaven)
Literal interpretation (Romaji) – Shine Out Far and Wide, Heavens Fire Light

When its first release is initiated, Kyutensasu’s blade radiates till it glows like a white hot pillar of light. The guard too transforms from its two flat rings; the larger ring of the two travels down to be attached to the hilt of the blade, dragging with it a thick ribbon of bright white light that unravels itself dramatically from the blade once its reached the hilt. The smaller ring transfigures from its ring into a million flickering rays that extend close to two inches from the hilt.

Kyutensasu’s is an extremely malleable Zanpakutou to its wielders requirements in Shikai; As it is a Kidou based Zanpakutou its blade can detach itself from its handle and be movable or easily replaced as the wielder wishes. Also as it is uses a great arsenal of light-based attacks and defenses, it is also able to manipulate the light in its surrounding environment to the wielder’s advantage. Further adding to this arsenal, the blade of Kyutensasu is able to sear right through flesh, bone, spirit and chain with ease.

Shikai Abilties

• Akari-Sokko (Light Speed) –
Essentially the ability to move at the speed of light, Akari-Sokko imbibes the wielder with an automatic increase in movement and reflex speed.

• Itoyu Kiyutsuri (Shimmering Distraction) –
Kyutensasu can cause temporary illusions utilizing the reiatsu released from its guard and within the area it is released.

• Ko Bo (Beam of Light) –
The wielder is able to separate its blade of concentrated reiatsu from the hilt and move it in any direction or shoot them like beams in variable sizes and numbers or maneuver in any direction the wielder wishes it to travel. Combining Ko-Bo with knowledge on projectile weaponry, the wielder is able to accomplish attacks possible with weapons like guns, arrows or spears.

• Sasu-Genso Tachikomeru (Shroud of Light) –
Using the tail of Kyutensasu; the sash of light, the wielder of Kyutensasu can wrap himself in it and become invisible to the naked eye through the illusion of light. When combined with Akari-Sokko, Sasu-Genso Tachikomeru becomes a formidable weapon for stealth attacks and reconnaissance both in light and dark environments.

• Ju-ten Sasu (Replenishing Light) –
Ju-ten Sasu is Kyutensasu’s most amazing ability. When initiated, the sword draws to itself light and spirit particles from its surroundings and transfers it to its tail which could be used either to replenish the wielders energy or as a healing device that revives and revitalizes from ailments and allows people to heal from injuries at an unusually rapid rate.

Tenkai

Kyutensasu is able to further enhance its arsenal with an additional ability that is of higher capability than its Shikai and somewhat lower than its Bankai; another unique release dubbed ‘Tenkai’ (or second release). Tenkai does not require an initiating incantation as the initial and final releases but simply a call to ability of sorts as in Shikai.

Tenkai Abilties

• Hizashi Taiho (Sun-Ray Cannon) –
Hizashi Taiho is an enhanced version of Kyutensasu’s shikai ability; Ko Bo. When initiated, each of the seven swords can shoot beams of super-concentrated reiatsu in any possible number, combination, angle and length the wielder requires.

Bankai

Initiator – Mewokuramasu Marunomi, Senshibantai Kyutensasu
(Blind and Engulf, Endless Light of Heaven)
Literal interpretation (Romaji) – Blind the Eyes and Swallow Whole, Endless Variety of Light

When initiated, the sword hovers parallel to the ground in front of its wielder before it starts to spin in a complete circle around him constantly increasing in speed and slowly radiating in brightness till the surrounding area is engulfed in a hot bright white light for miles. This blinding light can also be subdued afterwards depending on the wielder’s prerogative, but it gradually fades to display Kyutensasu spinning to a slower speed only to reveal not one but many swords.

In its final release, Kyutensasu seems to have lost its tail and duplicated itself into seven swords that spin in one single circle around the wielder. Each blade present seems to be a duplicate of Kyutensasu with the same ethereal glow as before but slight variations in color are now noticeable in each blade. Each of these blades holds specific significance to Kyutensasu as they build upon its shikai capacities besides the unique abilities present here.

Bankai Abilties

• Okuman Ho-Sekibako (million_suns jewel-case) –
Kyutensasu’s ultimate attack, when Okuman Ho-Sekibako is initiated, the seven blades present in the halo around its wielder release itself from its guided path to create a ring from hilt to blade that start spinning to create a vacuum of light and spirit particles that starts to collect and assemble itself with its wielder at the center. The orb of blinding light keeps expanding till it captures its target in its hot, blinding prison of light.

Once caught within Okuman Ho-Sekibako the target has no way of getting out unless he is able to break any one of its seven sides using superior physical strength alone as it is able to draw light and energy particles from its targets attacks and reiatsu to further strengthen its walls. Furthermore, this attack is only possible if the victim is able to withstand the oppressive heat and blinding light within it.
Also, once inside the prison of light, the victim is at the mercy of the weilder who can use any one of Kyutensasu’s Shikai abilities as well as direct strikes with a sword that can sear skin, spirit and bone off one’s body with a simple slide.



Booty Poppin Boyz
January 4, 2010, 12:23 pm
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Lol, It never fails to amaze me where my boredom usually leads to.. hehe. As of recently (and rather shallow of me), I’ve been greatly intrigued of men dancing. I admit I’m not the smoothest criminal out there, but i do get the occasional wow and how-did-you-do-that? hehe.

Anyways, here’s a few videos off youtube (thank you GOD!) I found that kinda helped me kill time while i waited for my transport to show up at office (points to the under tab videos) (more…)



Jacob vs. Edward Facebook Status Squabble – LOL! (MUST READ FOR TWILIGHT LOVERS/HATERS!!)

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!

*rolls on the floor laughing…takes a break to take the inhaler…and then resumes again*

Anyways, The movies supposed to be hitting Majestic at the start of Jan, must go watch this nonsense… Only for Jacob of course. Hehehe *sparkley eyed!*



I Haven’t Met You Yet

You can call me sad, delusional, cliché  and all kinds of crazy, but I’m waiting… I’m waiting for Mr. Right! I know I have a list of qualities and qualifications, and however impossible they may be, I’m waiting…..because.he.is.worth.it! And this song totally reminds me that I’m right…

Look below for the lyrics

(more…)



Breaking the Stereotype
December 23, 2009, 5:10 am
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Stereotypes by ~YourStarr137 on deviantART

I have a ‘friend’ (and i use that term loosely) who calls me up on a regular basis out of concern (actually boredom!) for my life, so he could pester me about how much of a ‘bad homosexual’ I am. Its really no bother because it’s really not the first time I’m hearing such a term tagging my existence, but apparently; I’m ruining what generations, prominent gay activists and ‘Britney’ (*ROLLS EYES*) have fought valiantly for; careless promiscuity, endless binges of booze and blitz, the unquenchable quest for fashionable EVERYTHING.

Puh-leaz! My life has got to be something of more substance than that. Atleast I’d like to think so of myself!

It’s not like I don’t party occasionally, It’s not like I don’t indulge in some slutty behavior (occasionally), Hell, its not even like I don’t go GaGa everytime I come across a new fashion magazine (which reminds me, I haven’t found this months..OHnvm!). But are you serious, does being gay mean you become such a void of existence? A vapid conclusion people are too quick to make??

The Gay stereotype that the media is quick to amuse the rest of the hetrosexual world with has done some damage to how the rest of the world perceives us, but has it become such a strong image that even greenhorn homosexuals and lesbians believe that when your gay, you have to be ‘that’ gay? And what about Emo, just coz your Emo, do you need to slit your wrists, just because your a muslim, why does the world think your just going to destroy the whole world with terrorism!?

It’s so silly, but why is it so hard to break a stereotype.

For the sake of individuality~

I hope-and sincerely i do-that my ‘friend’ is the only one who believes that golden image hollywood, culture or anywhere else tells you to be like…